Toothpaste.

Did you know that if you put a toothpaste on a zit overnight you will wake up and it will be gone? Well, that works for me anyway. It's like a miracle.It's supposed to dry it up or something, which sounds really disgusting. But I don't care. If it's gone, that's all I care. I hate zits!

Anyway, I've been asking for God's heart lately for what breaks his heart and for what He loves. And He certainly has. And a lot of girl's just break my heart in my school.

One of my best friends was telling me gossip about some sophomore neither of us know. And it was about how far this girl went with a guy and how everyone just calls her "whore" and she just laughs it off and goes to the next guy. I just broke down. I felt nothing but compassion for this girl. Seriously, neither of us had ever met this girl and the only reputation she has is a whore. I've heard plenty of other gossip about other people. And so many friends I talk to are like "well, we haven't had sex. But honestly, everything before that has pretty much happened." And so many girls just voluntarily compromise themselves and it breaks my heart they're just used like that and don't even realize it.

It's becoming more and more acceptable to give yourself away. It's incredibly sad to me that girl's feel as though they have to do this in order to please the guy. Guys have stopped really trying with girl's. (And i'm talking about the average girls/guys in high school.) There's no pursuing done most of the time, and a lot of girl's just voluntarily throw themselves out to guys, just longing to be told they are beautiful and wanted. Usually, this results in broken hearts, messy emotions, and lots of trust issues later on in life. But what a girl would give for that moment of affirmation...

Everytime I think about this, my heart completely breaks. I can't help but think the potential in these girls who know nothing about the love Jesus has for them.

It is so incredibly sad that most girl's think that the love they know is the most love they could ever know. There is no knowledge of a perfect love that drives out fear. Or loves them through no matter what they do. They know love as a word that often gets thrown around, and once it's gone, it's up to another guy to fill the last void. This goes for guys too, but especially girls who don't know Jesus don't know that there is someone always pursuing, always loving them.

I came to that last realization of a friend I have who broke up with her boyfriend and now is completely heartbroken. That was the love she knew, and that love was completely perverted and now she doesn't know what love is. She has no knowledge of any other love. How sad. :(

I have a passion for women to see the love of Jesus. I'm tired of seeing ladies compromising themselves and hurting later because they don't know that they are beautiful. We are longing for someone to tell us we are beautiful and loved, and I want to share that love.