It's a Grind.

SNOW DAY TODAY!
I'm sitting in Its a Grind and doing my homework, listening to William Fitzsimmons, drinking a white hot chocolate. I'm feeling productive. And I'm feeling good about life. Nice feeling.

There's this little two-year-old boy sitting right next to me in a chair that's about 6 times the size of his body. It's adorable. I can't wait to have kids. I think if I fail at everything in life and succeed in only one, it will be being a good mother (At least I hope).I can't wait to be a mom. All of my fears revolve around kids: being infertile, having a child with a mental disability, having a miscarriage, having an ugly child, etc. (Joking about the last one. How is that even possible with my genes? ;) )

If I have it my way, my plan is this:
1) Be engaged in my last year of college.
2) Be married by 21 or 22.
3) Have kids by 23 or 24.
4) Have 2 or 3 kids naturally and adopt 1 or 2.

I know God may have other plans for me than those... But like I said, if I had it MY way...

Okay, so there was that cute little kid. Now there's this creepy guy sitting at the fireplace talking to himself. It's freaking me out.

I'm going to go home.