Pore-clogging garbage.

I decided to take up the art of casual blog writing. It's new for me. It's like switching from writing autobiographies to some pre-teen novella. I don't mean that I want them to be shallow... but they might be. I just want to ramble. Say what's on my mind. I will probably get deep sometimes too, I just need more of a balance.

Casual. Casual.

I've been telling myself I would do my homework for two hours now. I wrote a letter to my compassion child, had a quarter-life-crisis (Thank you, John Mayer) and wanted to buy a brand new car (2011 hundai accent to be exact- still not over this crisis), made my bed, sorted through my letters, went on facebook... ended up here.

Oh, and also, found out my face "moisturizer" I've been using was actually body lotion.

Okay, the bottle says it's a "moisturizer." Little did I know that there's a difference between face moisturizer and body "moisturizer." Seriously? They're going to confuse me like that? One is intended to make your face soft and not dry. The other actually is intended to clog your pores and make you get zits. (If put on your face.)

I go into the bathroom tonight and I'm looking at my face about to wash it with this great-smelling stuff and I tell my sister who is walking in, "my face has been breaking out like crazy. Lots of stress, probably." And she tells me, "Oh, I've been meaning to tell you, that moisturizer is not for your face. Have you been using that?"
"Uh, yeah."

Well there you have it folks. Give me about a week to go back to my normal face. I'm embarrassed. But not embarrassed enough not to post it on my blog.

My senior year is almost over. I know this semester is going to fly by and I'm stoked. I can't wait to just be a "college kid" just because the title makes me feel like I'm older. Then i'll be able to pursue my major. I want to be a high school spanish teacher. I'd love to go to Ecuador some time, or some spanish-speaking country and just chill there for a month or two. Or more. Really, I just want to get away...

Next year, I'm so undecided about what I want to do. I want to stay here and get my general ed done because it's the "smart thing to do". Save money. Everyone says I'm making the right decision. I'm trying to find an apartment or a house with some girls because I want to move out. I love my parents, but I really just want some freedom. Anyone interested?
I'm also still considering going to ORU next year. Just for the reason I want to leave. Start somewhere fresh. Meet new people. I'm praying about it, we'll see.

Yeah, I'm still working at Taco Bell. Stop asking that question so condescending, people. "Are you STILL working at Taco Bell?"
Yes. YES I AM.

I'm checking out a church tomorrow. I'm excited about it.

I saw Black Swan yesterday. Here's how I feel about it in a word:

WOAH.

Yeah. I liked it. There were definitely some questionable scenes. But it was a masterpiece.

I'm feeling good today.

Minus my face.